1.23.2011

the other me...

the real me is loving and caring and wants to see no man come to harm..... the other me would knock you down and out for being weak and feeble in a World where is should not and is not tolerated...
the real me want to do something meaningful in this World... the other me is just wanting to knock this rock out of its position...
the real me has no problem staying on the Presidential Honors list... the other me would rather be a B-rate student and not get the attention...
the real me will let you lie to me and easily let you get away with it... the other me can knock you into next year for the same little lie...
the real me is strong and determined... the other me is also strong and determined...
the real me is about peace... the other me is about pieces...
the real me is just a girl trying hard not become the other me, who is just waiting for this World to end and won't stop until it does...

Van Gogh, 1886 --a pair of shoes... we have a little in common
 anxiety disorder- OCD and generalized anxiety (sometimes with phobia of public)
mood disorder- bipolar
personality disorder- antisocial (sociopath)
substance related- marijuana

ya...

the real me wants to make a difference in the World... the other me wants to blast this rock from its position...
the real me doesn't even have to try to stay on the Presidential Honors list... the other me would rather be a B student...
the real me is strong and determined... the other me is also strong and determined...
the real me will let you lie to her and get away with it... the other me will knock your head sideways for the same lie... (who r u?)
the real me is gentle and caring and wants to see no man come to harm... the other me would kill you in second for being weak and feeble in a World that should not and does not permit it... 
the real me is just a girl trying real hard not to become the other me...  because the other me just is waiting for the world to end and won't stop until it does...
the real me wants a man... the other me wants nothing...
the real me wants people to become aware... the other me loves your ignorance...
the real me is all love... the other me is real hate and discontent...